One night, I woke up around two in the morning and found his side of the bed cold. The light under the guest room door was dim. I almost knocked, but held back. I didn’t want to seem paranoid.
The next morning, Ethan was already gone. This time, no breakfast together, no goodbye kiss, just a note on the counter: “Busy day, I love you.”
And every night it was the same story: “You made noise again, honey. I need a good night’s sleep. Just enough time to get a proper rest.” He said it as if he were doing me a favor.
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Ethan told me that sleeping separately was “for his health.” “Honey, it’s just until I start sleeping better,” he said.
I felt embarrassed. I didn’t want to be the cause of her insomnia. So I bought nasal strips, tried respiratory sprays, herbal teas to help me sleep, and even slept sitting up with different pillows. Apparently, though, nothing worked.
Then he continued sleeping in the guest room.
But he didn’t just sleep there, he lived there.
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A bedroom with a laptop | Source: Pexels
After several weeks, I began to spiral downward. I hate to admit it, but that’s what happened. I wondered if I’d changed or if he just didn’t find me attractive anymore. I wondered if there was something wrong with me that I couldn’t pinpoint, and if I should see a doctor.
I went to a specialist without Ethan’s knowledge, and she suggested recording myself while I slept. The doctor explained that she needed to monitor the frequency and intensity of my snoring.
That’s when I decided to sign up.
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A doctor with a patient | Source: Pexels
At first, it didn’t bother him at all, not at all. I just wanted to know if I was really snoring that much. I pulled out an old portable recorder from my freelance days, the kind that runs all night. I slipped it under the lampshade next to the bed and pressed “record.”
I whispered into the darkness, “Let’s see what’s really going on.”
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A portable video camera | Source: Pexels
When I woke up, I hadn’t even brushed my teeth. I grabbed the recorder, my heart pounding, and pressed play.
For the first hour, all I heard was the faint hum of the refrigerator downstairs and, occasionally, the creaking of the ceiling settling. But no snoring, not even a deep breath. I kept recording, still nothing.
And then, at exactly 2:17 in the morning, I heard it: footsteps. They weren’t mine. They were slow, measured steps in the hallway, then the light creak of the guest room door.
I turned up the volume.
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There was a soft click of a chair being moved, a sigh, then what sounded like the clatter of a keyboard.
I sat there, shocked, listening to Ethan move discreetly in the other room, long after he’d told me to sleep. I didn’t know what to think. Was he working? Watching something? Talking to someone?
But why lie? What was he doing at two in the morning that forced him to stay indoors?
This thought never left me.
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A woman lost in her thoughts | Source: Pexels
That day I watched him carefully. His eyes were tired, but not from lack of sleep.
It felt more like… stress, and maybe guilt.
As evening fell, I convinced myself there must be an innocent explanation, perhaps work or insomnia. But a little voice inside me kept repeating: “So why all this secrecy? And what did he really do every night?”
When he picked up his laptop and said, “I’m going to bed,” I smiled and said, “Goodnight,” as usual. But I set my alarm for 2 a.m. and waited. I had to know the truth.
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When the bell rang, I slipped out of bed as quietly as possible.
The house was cold, and my bare feet stuck to the floorboards. A thin beam of yellow light filtered again from under the guest bedroom door. I leaned forward to listen and heard the unmistakable sound of a typewriter. I tried the handle, but the door was clearly locked.
Then I remembered something.
Three years ago, when we moved into this house, I made copies of all the keys. Since I always forget where I put my things, I hid the copies in a small tin box behind the cookbooks.
My hands were shaking when I opened the drawer. Ethan didn’t know.
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I stood in the doorway, key in hand. My heart was pounding so hard I was sure he could hear it. Everything else was shrouded in absolute silence. For a moment, I hesitated. What if I’d overreacted? What if I’d destroyed what little trust we had left?
But then I thought back to those weeks apart, to the lies about snoring, to the fact that he always locked the doors.
I deserved to know the truth.
I almost knocked on the door, but instead I put the key in the lock.
It turned easily.
I opened the door a crack, just enough to take a look inside.
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Ethan sat at his desk, his face illuminated by the laptop screen. He looked exhausted. His desk was covered in papers and takeout boxes. His phone was plugged into the outlet next to him. But what struck me most were the dozens of tabs open on his screen.
I squinted to get a better look: email inboxes, payment gateways, messages, and a photo of a boy of about 12 smiling in front of a science project. I held my breath.
Before I could stop myself, I whispered, “Ethan?”
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A serious woman | Source: Pexels
He jumped as if he’d hit an electric fence, spinning so quickly in his chair that he nearly knocked over his coffee cup.
“Anna? What are you doing standing up?” Her voice cracked in surprise.
“I could ask you the same question. But what’s going on here?!”
He stood up so quickly that the chair nearly toppled over. He managed to catch it before it hit the ground, then rubbed his shoulder and looked everywhere but at me.
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“It’s not what you think,” she said, her voice shaking. “I was just catching up on freelance work.”
“Your freelance work?” I replied, crossing my arms. “At two in the morning? With the door locked?”
He stepped forward, his hands outstretched as if trying to calm a wild animal. “I can explain.”
“Then do it.”
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