One afternoon she asked me to take her to see “a lawyer” downtown. I thought it was for some random paperwork.
It wasn’t.
The oldest son clenched his teeth.
“You manipulated a sick old woman.”
That made my blood boil, but before I could answer, the neighbor from across the street leaned out from her doorway and said firmly:
“All that boy did was care for her when none of you ever bothered to come see her.”
A heavy silence followed.
Doña Carmen’s children realized there was little left for them to do there.
They left with the same hurry they had arrived with.
They didn’t even ask how her final days had been.
After the burial, I returned to the house alone.
I sat at the table where I had served food to Doña Carmen so many times.
I opened the letter again.
And I cried until my head ached.
I used the money to pay off my university debts.
I repaired the roof of the house.
I painted the walls.
I replaced the gas installation, which had been dangerous.
I kept the old radio, the faded photographs, and the wooden bed because it felt like throwing them away would erase something sacred.
I continued studying.
More calmly.
With less hunger.
With less fear.
Two years later, I graduated.
The day I received my degree, the first thing I did was return to the alley carrying a bag full of ingredients.
I made chicken broth in Doña Carmen’s kitchen.
Just as she had asked me to.
When the steam began to fill the house, I felt an absence that was as powerful as a presence.
Out of habit, I served two plates.
One for me.
For illustration purposes only
Another in front of the empty chair.
“I’m finished, Doña Carmen,” I said quietly, my throat tight. “Yes, I did it.”
Outside, evening was settling over Guadalajara, and the alley remained just as small, just as silent.
But I was no longer the same boy who had come there for 200 pesos.
Because sometimes you take a job simply to earn money…
And without realizing it, you end up carrying the final request of love and regret from someone who was leaving the world.
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